You Look!

To all I have done
To all I have become
To all that I am
To all that you want me to be...........in your life

In anyway that I offended you
I ask the strongest and deepest apologies....
I bet nothing will be the same and we have to move on
but know for sure You are precious and you mean so much to this life of mine

I am still here as close friend if you just let me be
I am still here as a neighbour
that you have always known
I am still here as the childhood friend in whom you can still talk to
I will be here as a brother in the Lord.. that you can depend

In anyway that I offended you
I ask the strongest and deepest apologies....

O God, My God I have sinned..
Please forgive me and may my friend come back to me..

As time goes by she may forget
and I might become numb
But let His Love mend our broken hearts
Let His mercy reconcile the path
that was marred with pain
let healing flow as our hearts
feel the gentle touch
of God's loving hand

I am still here to listen
I am still here if you need
Belonging and joy
is the mark that I want to employ
You are my friend and it will be for all centuries

If somewhere you will find somebody that will really make you happy
It will be a prayer answered
wide and sincere from my heart
Just for you and your new friend
I offered that prayer in sincerity

And if someday somehow
we might cross our paths
Be it be with clarity
that I thank God with solemnity
and will smile at you ever so dearly
with messages inside that depicts;
Love has its purpose and sanctity
No regrets and chereished Moments
that lasted for eternity....

'Till We will both finally say
at the end of our breathes
that, "Life was good,was well lived
with honor, purpose and Love"

..............END................

This poem made by someone who made me his inspiration in life..
Thank you so much..
I treasure you my dear friend.......

“SOMEDAY WE’LL FIND A WAY”

I keep on thinking about our younger years

You and I together go with the flow of life

I have feelings that I keep for how many years

I ignore it coz I’m afraid that friendship will be gone with the wind

I heard from our friends that you like me

I didn’t mind it unless I heard it from you

As time goes by, you make me surprise

You made me so happy for a moment of time

I am not expecting that the things I heard before was all true

I can’t imagine that you kept special feeling for me for how many years

Chorus:

Now we both know that we love each other

I still hope & pray to GOD that someday

We’ll find a way and became lovers.

I feel so blessed

You fill the emptiness inside

I can’t really explain the feelings I have right now

I feel so overwhelmed

I think I’m in love in special way

I’m still surprise for the revelations happened to both of us

I know GOD has a great plan

Repeat chorus2x

Bridge:

I thank you for everything

Especially for the love & friendship

I’ll treasure you

‘till the end of time

"The Days"

I count the days!

I don’t want to forget the days that really made me happy.

Dec. 29, 2006

The very first time we see each other for how many years.

I feel so happy, but before that I’m very much excited to see him.

And that day became so memorable, we go to autoshop@Bajada St. Davao City

around 5pm, were talking, laughing, eating and reminiscing the past until 10pm.

Then around 10pm, we sung songs at g-mik videoke, just near the bar we stayed.

We’re so very happy at that moment of time.

Jan. 2, 2007

@ G-mall group picture taking around 7pm the dinner@Mang Inasal.

Farewell party of a friend and his with me, and that friend of mine is also his friend,

What a small world………

After dinner he visit our house, a place were he used to play since we were at young age.

He just wanted to see the place again.

We play guitar and just sing a songs.

He has a great voice and plays guitar well.

His fun to be with and I love his company.

Jan. 3, 2007

We watch Kasal Kasali Kasalo@G-mall, movie of Judy Ann Santos and Ryan Agoncillo.

Jan. 6, 2007

The day of moments, that I can say the long time we spent together.

I can’t forget the place and the food we eat that day.

We see each other around 11am after my work, then we eat lunch at shakey’s and patties.

Then 2pm we hangout at Jack’s ridge, Matina Davao City until 11pm.

We talk all the time, it’s like we have our own world.

If we can stop the time, we will do it because we feel that the time run faster.

That night became so unforgettable, with all the neon lights around us.

I really consider this day a HAPPY DAY and A CHERISHED DAY.

Jan. 9, 2007

It’s time for us to say bye bye….

We see each other in just a few minutes.

I want to cry but I must be strong just for him not to worry about me.

"That's LIFE"

In my life I have you

In just a few moment of time

But that moments create real and deep

Meaning of love

We don’t mind what will happen next

All we know is that were in love & both happy

Life is a gamble

Yeah I believe on it

At first we both aware of that

I’m willing to gamble anytime

But I want you to pursue your plans

I don’t want to be a hinder of it

I know how much you love

And that is enough already

Go with your life, move forward

And be happy

I’m just a memory of your life

You can smile when you remember me

I’m a friend of yours.

"My Warrior"

You’re my inspiration

You made my life complete in a moment of time

I always treasure you my dear

You left a mark inside my heart

You’re the love that I will cherish ‘till the end

I understand the situation why you can’t be

With me forever but I always thankful for the

Unconditional love that you let me feel

And I to myself became honest and true to my feelings

In that way I can live life without regrets

And we both know how we love each other.

"My LORD"

Lord, give me strength

To face the battle of life

Guide me in every decision I made

Rule my life and be with me

You’re the only one who knows

My hearts desires

You never left me when I’m down

You’re my GOD, my everything

Lord, give me hope

To find true love

Like a love that you have given us

Make me whole again and

Heal my broken heart

For you are my GOD

Who leads me the right path

And always there for me

As I travel the journey of life.

Badminton

Let's play badminton?
Well badminton is my favorite sports.
Some of my friends called me badminton addict,
and no comment 'coz i can't deny it. hehehe...
Badminton helps me a lot physically, its a good form
of exercise.. A good past-time also...

All Saints Day!

People get so very busy, visiting their love one's at cementery.
Me, I only stay at home then around 8pm i visit the mall.
Hehehe..

"LORD JESUS"

Another song of mine
An entry of a song writing composition won 1st place
Theme about family (9-21-05)


The music we have
Is a gift from GOD
The melody of our life
That brings happiness
To our family

The family we have
Is a gift from GOD
That is why LORD
Your the center of our life
We give you back the glory and praise

Chorus :

Lord Jesus, your the mighty king (2x)
So we praise your name on high
(Repeat 2x)

Refrain :
For you are the living GOD
The Savior of our soul
We offer to you our life
With all of our hearts
And dwell into your house

(repeat chorus& fade)

"ALL I NEED IS YOU"

This is my own song, inspired by GOD (9-19-05)

Here’s the lyrics:

Verse 1 :

Sometimes when I feel down

I just sit down and play my guitar

Singing praises

Sadness has gone

Twinkle in the eyes has shine

Then GOD makes me feel better

Refrain :

You gave me a family

That leads me to the right way of life

A family that I can humbly say

I grow in love with you LORD

As we continue to pray and worship you

Chorus :

As I say “All I need is you LORD”

You’re the source of my strength

You make my life complete

Without you I have nothing lord

Verse 2 :

Sometimes I get so frail

And think I’m useless and lose control

Forgive me lord

But with my faith

I always keep my finger cross

And god made me strong enough

Repeat Refrain & Chorus “

Bridge :

And thank you lord

For guiding me

And made me strong enough

And I say

All I need is you

My life in ALNP

I really need food for my soul and I'm afraid to feel spiritual dryness.
Lot's of trials and temptations might trigger us that's why always put God first in life never neglect him. Having a community involve spiritual growth makes us comfortable in everything we do. That's what i am now, I feel comfortable and blessed, I enjoy life with the company of a true brothers and sisters @ And Lingkod ng Panginoon(ALNP).
They treat me for who I am, they're nice and fun to be with. I know God wanted me to be happy for he allows me to get involve in ALNP.
Thanks bro and sis I've learned how to value life....
You and I are the ones who would have to go through the wrath of God had He not taken our place. Because we humans have the tendency to project our own ideas of love to God we distort the true meaning of Gods love. But God's love is so much different from our understanding of love. We sinful, self-centered mortals can learn to appreciate "agape" that has been revealed to us. God has not written an encyclopedia article with a systematic exposition of agape. He instead sent His Son to die on the cross so we can see that love. The true meaning of that sacrifice is that it is perfect, infinite, complete, and eternal.

Thank you Lord for the ALNP family!

Bad news! Its so hard to accept it.

Renan Barco (10/23/2006 3:01:57 AM): patay na daw si manong
nyani14 (10/23/2006 3:02:06 AM): naku ah
Renan Barco (10/23/2006 3:02:09 AM): Iris: psst may kilala kang koer na song4cecil ang ym? Iris: kuya nong daw Renan Barco: oo Renan Barco: baket Iris: may nagtext sakin kahapon. wala na daw sya. may cancer daw Renan Barco: ha? Iris: patay na daw Renan Barco: ano ba... Iris: cancer daw

What a bad news!!! i could hardly believe it. I can't sleep that night when Renan(KO master) PM me. It's around 10PM, October 23, 2006. I check Manong's sisters friendster Ate Liane and i found out that Manong's profile was deleted already. So another info, but still keep on searching if it's true. Until now I'am not confirm, and i don't want to... until Ate Liane response to my mail. Eventhough the news was spread and lots of them say it's true but i'll never lost hope. Who knows one day, 'coz Manong sometimes very mysterious person and very emotional. I know i must accept what happened to him and I lift everything to God.

For those who doesn't know him, his Fernando Yap my KOer brother, i usually called him coy. His a very nice person, for me his the best kuya i ever had. I treat him as my real brother and for him I am his little sis. His very kind, smart and very gentleman, i remember the last time we've been together and I can't imagine it's the last time. His fun to be with, i really enjoy his company and I really really miss him.

Coy wherever you are, may you live in peace...
I honor and i treasure you!
My brother, my friend, my adviser and my teacher
I miss you coy!

My Resume

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OBJECTIVE

To seek a post that offers a challenging opportunity where my education and ability will lead to a responsible position.


WORK EXPERIENCE

March 21, 2002 –Present
Ramada Goodwill Credit Corporation
Gen. Luna St., Davao City
Secretary/Documentary Clerk

• Loan in-charge
• Safekeeping and filing legal documents
• Prepare documents for processing and releasing of loans
• Take charge of paper work/ documentations
• Receive phone calls and entertain clients
• Reliever of cashier and loan processor

April 1997 – October 2001
Weldone Steelworks Corpoaration
Mc Arthur Highway Matina Davao City
Pan Eurasia Motors Corpoaration
Mc Arthur Highway Matina Davao City
Part-time Bookkeeper

• Check on the status of cash for disbursement
• Record company transactions in the book of accounts.
• Post entries on the ledger.
• Paying, filing and processing BIR, SSS, PhilHealth & Business Permit

EDUCATION

College : University of Mindanao
Bachelor of Science in Accountancy
1997-2001
Date Graduated April 26, 2001

Vocational Studies : System Technology Institute
Certificate of E-commerce Programming
Nov. 2001 – March 2003

Secondary : Daniel R. Aguinaldo High School
1993-1997

Elementary : Talomo Central Elementary School
1987 – 1993




COMPUTER LITERACY

• BASIC E-COMMERCE SYSTEM DEVELOPMENT
• JAVA – XML
• WEB PROGRAMMING(HTML/CGI/ASP)
• MICROSOFT VISUAL BASIC
• COREL DRAW
• ADOBE PHOTOSHOP
• MICROSOFT OFFICE
• INSTALLING SOFTWARE & HARDWARE
• INTERNET

SEMINARS/ TRAININGS ATTENDED

Adobe Photoshop & Corel Draw
Genetics Computer Institute
Feb. 28, 2004

Effective Job Search
University of Mindanao
Guidance Service and Testing Center
March 24, 2001

Peace Republic
Junior Earth Saver
A Self Empowerment Seminar and Workshop
July 15, 2000

Standard First Aid Training
Philippines National Red Cross
April 5-12, 1996

Basic Life Support (ADULT CPR)
Philippines National Red Cross
Oct. 18, 1995

Health Care in the Home
Philippines National Red Cross
Oct. 18, 1995

Palawan

March 30, 2005- Its Wednesday, my decision day of going to Palawan. First time in plane, first time of leaving Mindanao and first time to meet textmates. Hehehe... Amazing trip imagine fours times to ride on plane.

March 31, 2005- Before Palawan we spent one night stay at Cebu, we visit the SM mall Cebu, Ayala and Sto. Niño Old Church. Danao City, my bf's place were we spent our night. Our stay was good for us because their boarding house has a new vacant room, so me and Tiny sleep there. We wake up around 6am of April1 and preparing for our trip to Palawan. But before that we visit first the Danao Old Chruch and Mitsumi were he work.

April 1-5, 2005- Around 2:00PM we reach our destination, our friends meet us at the airport. Then going to the Audessie Pension House where we stayed for five days. My first day was good, we eat dinner at Kinabuch, after that back to pension and preparing for Saturday tour at Underground River. We need to wake up around 4am, because this spot was too far from the City of Palawan. I think 4 hours travel by land to reach the place. Then we ride on a ferry boat going to Underground River. The place is good and and you can see lots of tourist. We visit bat caves, amazing place. You can see the beauty of nature. After that we eat of lunch with a monitor lizards and monkeys in front of us. After awhile we have a Monkey & Jingle Trail for almost 4 hours, what a great experience of walking.

Then we wake up early 'coz it's sundays, a time to visit church. Then we go to NCCC and buy some stuffs that i need. We eat breakfast at Chowking and lunch at Jollibee. What a nice life their of eating.. Hehehe... sometimes we spend time at Dunkin Donuts. After underground river Saturday night i felt bored and i want to go home.

to be continue.... hahahah.. got to sleep..

Here's some pix...