My Idol

Kyla

Not just your ordinary girl....
Just visit this site for more info.
http://www.kylaonline.net/forum

Jojo



A very young and talented one.
http://www.jojoonline.com/main.html

“My Declaration of self-esteem”

What I am is good enough if I would only be it openly.

How can I prepare myself for a fulfilling life?

I am me, in all the world there is no one else exactly like me.

There are people who have some parts like me but no one adds up exactly like me. Therefore, everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone choose it.

I own everything about me – my body, including everything it does, my mind, including all my thoughts and ideas, my eyes, including my feelings and ever they might be – anger, joy, frustration, love disappointment, excitement, my mouth and all the words that come out of it – polite, sweet and rough, correct or incorrect, my voice loud and soft, all my actions, whether they be to other or myself.

I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and success, all my failures and mistakes.

Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts. I can then make it possible for all of me to work in my best interest. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know. But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for the solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me.

However I look and sound, whatever I say and do and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is me. This is authentic and represents where I am at that moment in time.

When I review later how I looked and sounded, what I said and did, and how I thought and felt some parts may turn out to be unfitting. I can discard that which is unfitting and keep that which prove fitting, I invent something new for that which I discarded.

I can see, hear, feel, think, say & do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, to make sense & order out of the world of people and things, outside of me. I own me and therefore I can handle myself I am me and I am OK.

Corny things of my life…

Well, it’s time for me to express my feelings & desires in life.

I know its sounds so “corny” you can stop reading it if you want.

Free to browse if u like…Hehehe….. it’s a nonsense thing anyway….

Since I want to say something, here it goes….

But how can I start… hehehe…. (mental block) gashhh….

Even me doesn’t really know my own self..

But seriously I am just a simple person living in a very simple dream.

Just to live and exist by touching the heart of everybody. We’re not rich financially but rich in love. God is the strength of my heart, it’s a song but can fit to my life.

I owe everything to GOD especially my life and my all. Love you LORD.
There’s a deep reason why I really value my life, let me share with you a little story
Its all about a baby let me call it “A Yellow Born Baby”, you know what it means?

If not, it means that a baby was born sickly and near to death. Ok here it goes, on the day when the baby was born. Her father felt great happiness with mix emotions. He doesn’t know what to do and became too sad to the condition of his new born baby. But he never lost hope, he lift everything to the LORD about the situation. He always stayed inside the chapel of the hospital praying, talking to Sto. Niño. The power of his prayers helps a lot, his new born baby was not in danger anymore. What a great happiness he felt that day and keep on praising GOD and to the Sto. Niño and named his child “Niña”.

So that how the story goes, that sounds so corny….. hehehe…..

Because of that incident my father loves me most. Never been scold or spank, but honest to tell, I am well disciplined. and I’m proud of it. I became a person they want me to be, I grow-up with fears to GOD. Most of my time is to be near him, that’s why god has given the life that I have now. I’m so thankful for having a great family, someone I can lean on. They teach how to be strong in every trial that comes my way. Just think of a family that somebody’s dreaming of. I really love this life of mine…

to be continue again.... hehehehe

Memorable Moments

March 5, 2005
Kaamulan festival@Malaybalay Bukidnon

Weird but happy hours!
9:00PM of March 4, 2005
7:45PM of March 5, 2005

Kaamulan - Thanksgiving of Prosperity Harvest

Its my first time to hear these kind of festival. Got an invitation from tiny amay last Feb. 26, 2005 she said kyla is there.. hahahaha... what a big smile when i heard the name... and said i'll go with you... tiny smile and said sure.. I can't sleep that night i want to pull the days to make it
March 5, 2005. That's how excited I am. Not even thinking if i have enough money or even if i can leave from work.

March 4, 2005 10:20PM
Got a text msg from tiny, she waiting at the bus. Me and my sister was on our way.
Around 10PM the travel start, what a nice evening! We arrived at Malaybalay Bukidnon around 3:30AM. You know what? at that time many teenagers where having fun gimik to the max. So amazing, people there were all busy, i think they don't have time for a sleep that day. It's 4AM and there all praparing booth for street dancing. That's how excited are they and that's how they value there festival. So its time for us to take a sleep, a 1 hr sleep only because the noise outside wake us up. So we go out, we witness street dancing without taking a bath or even brushing out teeth.. hehehe.. sshhhh..... :-$ We really enjoy that day its day from 6AM - 10:30AM. After that we take a long walked, we find a place to eat. 12PM we visit the capitol were all the display of native stuffs found. Were so busy of finding the right pasalubog.

And we visit also the little zoo:
Just take a look of this ugly pictures.. hehehehe....








Until i feel so tired but still smiling..
Oh what a day!





Then we go home in a place were we stay. So we take a nap, its a little nap because were all busy talking on the phone. After a while i take a bath and finished around 4PM, while my sister, tiny and her sister leave me its only for a few minutes. Because my sister visit her friend BROWNMAN BAND at the Hotel same where KYLA stayed.

Brownman band my sister's friend from manila

So i feel fresh already, its there turn to take a bath but too bad for them no water available.
But i leave them a little.. hehehehe.... I've got so excited that time, Im in hurry to visit KYLA at the said hotel. But when we get there only the BAND who's around they said KYLA was having a radio tour. So we keep on waiting until they invite us to join motorcade, KYLA was not yet around but the motorcade must go on.. People thought that one us was KYLA because were only 3 girls, me, tiny & my sis. Were on the pick-up but were all shy then we transfer to a VAN. Going to the Venue and it's already 6PM, were asking for the exact time of KYLA's performance. The Brownman lead vocal name Alfie (Pidong) that they're having a soundcheck first for 1 hour. Then we decided to eat our dinner and back to the venue about 1hr. So Pidong wanted us to go with them going to the hotel. We agree, so the ride goes on.. we almost reach the hotel and that's also the time that they decided to eat dinner in a restaurant. Were in hurry that time because we want to meet KYLA, we take a ride but it takes only for 2mins.

Time is REAL
7:45PM - Mar. 5, 2005

Ok! Were in the Hotel already, my sis ask the front desk for the room no. of KYLA . You know what she's too kind and said room 227 & 226 for heer fathers room. At first were just trying to call and somebody's said that she's preparing her minus one. So were waiting at the lobby, until we decided to visit her at room 227 together with 3 little kids(waited also at the lobby). When we reach the room a little kid knock the door. Kyla's father Tito Yully open the door, my heart beat fast 'coz i thought that he might got angry with us. But I'm wrong, he entertained us and we introduce as KOers., after that he said that if we can wait for a moment because KYLA is now preparing her minus one. So we patiently wait outside the door, while watching KYLA. She' wearing a black tube with brooch and Jeans. PRETTY PRETTY WOW.... hehehehe.... until were getting a chance to talk and to take a pictures.


me & Kyla

tiny, kyla & me

me, kyla & my sister

So it's go to the venue around 8:00PM, what a happy time! imagine we take a ride in a landcruiser with KYLA, her parents and her manager. So the conversation goes on and on for almost 1 hour... until we reach the venue at exactly 9PM. Too crowded place, they're all waiting for KYLA's performance.
to be continue.....